Thursday, May 1, 2008

Four years

It was four years ago yesterday that we first found out Lydia had a brain tumor and that it was malignant. That was the day our grieving began; it was a sorrow that was so raw and unbearable. I remember looking at myself in the mirror in the restroom in ICU and feeling terribly sad for that woman that I saw there. Her heart was so broken for the beautiful daughter who was so very ill. I did not want that woman to be me.

Tomorrow is Charlie's birthday.